Feeling lonely sometimes
Posted: Sat Mar 25, 2023 10:35 am
Fusion is an important part of my life. It has been since my teenage years when I used to go hiking with Guenter Janeschitz, who later became chief scientist at ITER (long story). In high school I used to give talks about fusion and why it is important. Most people did not get it (still don't).
During what I want to call the "dark ages" for fusion, when there was pretty much only ITER and NIF, I almost lost all hope that fusion was ever going to end up being economically viable. The Polywell was a refreshing concept, even if it never got the love it might have deserved and from the looks of it might never end up being economically viable (though who knows). It rekindled my spirit and hope for fusion. I found this forum and was hooked. So many great people and such engaging discussions! I am having a beer and cheer to the late Robert Bussard just for that alone!
And other fusion startups started to emerge. A new optimism for fusion spread here first! Those who were here back then, remember how we used to investigate all the information about TAE that we could get? Remember when we were first skeptical of Helion until Art Carlson (miss that guy so much) returned from a visit with an optimistic take? Today Helion is THE front runner in the race to economically viable fusion. He called it! What a guy!
It also peaked my interest and I became friends with David Kirtley not too long after that.
Now, we have almost 40 fusion startups. Some have the most fascinating concepts like Zap and HelicitySpace. Even Tokamaks are a lot more attractive thanks to CFS and Tokamak Energy thanks to high temperature super conductors. Back when, who could have predicted that? What a time to be alive!
I often lie awake at night, thinking, calculating (I suck at that part, I know), trying to understand physics and engineering details for the various concepts. And then... there is (almost) no one I can talk to about all this. Concepts like Tritium breeding are way over the head for most people. If they know anything about Tritium it is "Tritium bad, Fukushima". Sigh...
This is why I love coming here. We are all excited, positive, interested and at least relatively knowledgeable (and if we don't know something, we are eager to learn). None of my "real life" friends get it. Some of them even think this is a "quirk" of mine. Whenever I talk about fusion, their eyes glaze over and they just nod...
Wished, I could meet all of you some time for a beer (or preferably a glass or port in my case) or whatever you like to drink and just spend hours talking about fusion, technology and the future enabled by all this.
Anyway, just felt like letting that out today.
Cheers everyone!
During what I want to call the "dark ages" for fusion, when there was pretty much only ITER and NIF, I almost lost all hope that fusion was ever going to end up being economically viable. The Polywell was a refreshing concept, even if it never got the love it might have deserved and from the looks of it might never end up being economically viable (though who knows). It rekindled my spirit and hope for fusion. I found this forum and was hooked. So many great people and such engaging discussions! I am having a beer and cheer to the late Robert Bussard just for that alone!
And other fusion startups started to emerge. A new optimism for fusion spread here first! Those who were here back then, remember how we used to investigate all the information about TAE that we could get? Remember when we were first skeptical of Helion until Art Carlson (miss that guy so much) returned from a visit with an optimistic take? Today Helion is THE front runner in the race to economically viable fusion. He called it! What a guy!
It also peaked my interest and I became friends with David Kirtley not too long after that.
Now, we have almost 40 fusion startups. Some have the most fascinating concepts like Zap and HelicitySpace. Even Tokamaks are a lot more attractive thanks to CFS and Tokamak Energy thanks to high temperature super conductors. Back when, who could have predicted that? What a time to be alive!
I often lie awake at night, thinking, calculating (I suck at that part, I know), trying to understand physics and engineering details for the various concepts. And then... there is (almost) no one I can talk to about all this. Concepts like Tritium breeding are way over the head for most people. If they know anything about Tritium it is "Tritium bad, Fukushima". Sigh...
This is why I love coming here. We are all excited, positive, interested and at least relatively knowledgeable (and if we don't know something, we are eager to learn). None of my "real life" friends get it. Some of them even think this is a "quirk" of mine. Whenever I talk about fusion, their eyes glaze over and they just nod...

Wished, I could meet all of you some time for a beer (or preferably a glass or port in my case) or whatever you like to drink and just spend hours talking about fusion, technology and the future enabled by all this.
Anyway, just felt like letting that out today.
Cheers everyone!